humiliation riutal
okay hello lvoely peopel long time no seen...i have been doing my exams and just bveen living through life n stuff idk anywyas finally checked my strawpage to check for recents and got this one yay if u eveer want to ralk tome or ask feel free to use it, anwyays back to anon. This ones kind of old but i assume u were talking about when i made my ranodmo instagram sotrye posts for those who dont know or didnt see i talked about how i stopped drawign cettain ocs or didnt really fw them anymore but im fianlly posting about it proprler. ill try to explain my bestg and use proper enlgish cos ifuckign hate spelling and grammar and and and but anwyays. The story has lawyas been pyschoolgical horror and nothing else, it follows Charlote as she has to cope through all the awful things that happens to her and deal with it whislt trying to esacpe, u must be htinkign well muh why wouldu write this? CLEALRY u must be into it and no LOL i hope thats not whatu got from it its simptl cos its intrestign to me to write . Kros and Charltoe were never eatn to be soemthign toglorify or osethign else more dgeenrate and i hage said that like a billion times which brings me to my biggest gripe. as i previously mentioend i used to post to a smal community of peopel this chanegd when my art would "blow up" on twitter. BEASUCE the most insufferbalke peopel started accumuilating and interacting with it and im talking about those annoyign fucking "omg me and who" or "i wish this was me" peopele, suddently instead of artists who likede drak ficiton i got peoopele who didnt see my work as art bu rather sefl insert jerk porn they could repsot and be fuckign annoying on the intenret with MADE ME SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! genoaully just cos i draw darker things doesnt mean im a fuckign weirdo so dont fuckign follow me if ur some societal cretine NORMAL PEOPEL ON MY PAGE ONYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. to an extent i do blame myself yeah lol maybe i shouldve toned down some of the art or drawn it a bit diffrently i get that but bro this is the shit that ameks me tweeaakkk out espeically when i would make statemnts being like hey... guys just a remoiner that this is just evil ficition right....guys?. with aritst espc aritst with dark topic ocs u can lwokey see who takes it serious or who is secreltly itno it based on how the ydraw it LOL and i would say even if i tried making the art more sincester and like HEY GUYS...CLEALRY THIS IS BAD RIGHT? LIKE U CAN CLEALRLY TELL JUST BY LOOKING THIS IS BAD AND SHE IS SUFFERING RIGHT? RIGHT?!?!?!?! but i guess it made it even worse????????????????// .......... amoungst this and other htings too and yes gthis might be a bit contreverial to peopele depedning on their take but as i mentioned before i had hese ocs for years, i spent so much time nd enegry wiht these ocs like yes even if i dont use them they were my ideas, whenever a draiwng would gain traction i kid you not (icounted) i had poeple who would follow me and than drop ocs exactly the same as mien ( highest couunt was 2oc and some changing their ocs from one drawing), do i own albino and brown haired ocs? no i dont, like hwatever take insepration but straight up copying come one.... but you knwo damn well what i mean if youve known me for a while you knwoing i hate being heaviy refrences so seeing somethign i put so much time and effort itno just be ripped off also annoys me this sialso the reaosn why i never ever wanedt to share the lore in depth and never have .call me prentuious o stupid but idc thats just my thoguht if u saw what i saw u would get what i mean. TDLR : its corny and edgy and i hate dealing with weirdos